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 Hi Lizzy,

I don't know if you will ever read this, but I think it's interesting that 52 people read your email, but didn't reply. I will help you in anyway I can, as I need help myself. I think that if music is your passion you should definitelyl pursue it. You need to make a living, so why don't you try getting paid for your passion after your work hours, while holding down your job. If your off hour gig does well, then quit. I know what you mean about insomnia. I believe if you do what you like on the side, your insomnia would go away. I will pray for you that it does also. If you'd like, we could keep in touch after you reply.

Your unhappiness will transfer onto your job through performance and attitute and will be noticiable. It could cause problems with your current job- it has in my past jobs. You need to do something to bring you closer to your desires. I agree with the prior post of doing something afterhours until you can get a job. Also, volunteering at some function in your industry will give you the experience all jobs require. Consider all avenues with your music...if you have children you can volunteer at their school in the music department, get help from family and friends through their contacts. Not sure if you write or play music, or some other avenue, but develop some goals and work towards them.